Sooo finals are here next week!!! I feel like hiring a hit man to kill me....I'm defiantly feeling the stress right now! I feel like there a 50 BILLION things to do and no time to do them. I wish our days were like our body's natural rhythm. You know a 25 hour day would be wonderful, but I guess if we had a 25 hour day we would want a 26 hour day. I guess it's pointless to wish for that. Last night my nerves were getting so bad that I felt like I was like jazzed out from too much coffee. My hands were really shaky and i was a little jerky. I've gotten better luckily, but I still let my negative thoughts about my work get to me. I'm always so negative on any papers I write or anything that doesn't have a concrete answer which is bad because I don't think I'm a terrible writer, i think I'm just afraid of being judged. This doesn't make any since either since I have a blog....maybe I should have just went to beauty school.
Then I called the place I take my student loans out from and they aren't accepting federal loan applications for the next year and I almost flipped out! I'm sitting there thinking OMG I ONLY HAVE A YEAR LEFT!! DON'T DO THIS TO ME NOW! Since I was going to talk to customer service I decided to just ask her about it. It turns out that with the federal student loans you have to take them out through the government now, you can't take them out from a third party. I think I'm okay with that. I'll officially know how I feel about it when it gets here. I really don't know the ends and out of this bill. But the lady on the phone was super nice and explained that I couldn't take out Stafford from them anymore...I feel a bit ignorant right now...start of to do list for the summer...figure this crap out...
But PEACE and LOVE for now!
-Kat
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